http://jepay.blogdrive.com/ jepay Sun, 04 Feb 2007 08:45:00 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Alternative Medicine Music Fashion http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/117.html Sun, 04 Feb 2007 16:03:26 GMT Everythings a blur Why does everythin has to be complicated... Ive been waiting for a very long time to be with the one...but just when I thought Ive found him,why someone I have loved for so long comes back ...I know he can only bring nuisance but I love the feeling of adventure, the sudden gush of excitement.... I know am not young anymore to fool around,but just maybe for the last time,I wanted to do it once more... http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=117 http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/116.html Wed, 31 Jan 2007 20:14:37 GMT Just so tired..Honestly I can no longer identify the truth from lie. With all the things Ive been thru It just gets so tiring. I dunno what to believe in. Iam so tired of all the vicious cycles that kept goin on and on. All I wanted was to believe in something... I know in reality how it's gonna be hard for me to really find someone who can love unconditionally, but somehow Ive never loose hope... I know it's unfair to him,but Iam too unsure and it's driving me crazy why can't I just go with the flow and die everytime it would'nt work http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=116 http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/115.html Wed, 24 Jan 2007 18:18:56 GMT I can't guarantee you that it'll always be good times.. There will always be arguments, problems,misunderstandings along the way but Id rather be with you during this journey of a lifetime Hope we can make it...All of my life it seemed That something had been missing I didn't know what to do Days would pass me by Each as lonely as the other Until I met you REFRAIN: You opened the door And let the sunshine in My life will never be the same again CHORUS: Now that I have you Everything just seems so right Now that I have you I'm alive You are the song that I'll be ... (more) http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=115 http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/114.html Sun, 14 Jan 2007 19:48:14 GMT I know it'll gonna hurt like hell if things wont work out as Ive expected but am willing to take the risk. I can't let you pass me by.... Am tired of being alone and this time am willing to take the chance. I really love you....I'll be waiting http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=114 http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/113.html Tue, 09 Jan 2007 20:07:40 GMT Iam really awed with everything that has been happening, such a whirlwind kind. I know that we are in the awkward stage at this time. I appreciate the effort u do just to comfort and assure me but I really hope and pray that it'll work it aint easy to have a long distance relationship,but as you said, we'll give it a try. I hope our efforts will not be put in vain http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=113 http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/112.html Mon, 01 Jan 2007 20:35:33 GMT The year has ended and a promise of a new one begins... But Ive been this road so many times. I really wanted him so bad. but Iam too tired to fight... Well I guess this is were it ends But if you asked me too, i just might change my mind and let you in my life...just as the song goes... How I would really try...if only Well I won't be tired of waiting,as long as you need me, I will always be there at whatever cost...I will continue to show you how truly am ... hope I would have the courage to go thru everything http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=112 http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/111.html Mon, 25 Dec 2006 18:40:47 GMT Never heard from him for 2 days but Ive been thinkin a lot lately, Ive realized a lot of things though he may try to conceal it,but I have no plans of giving up. As long as he wanted to be with me,Id be willing to accept everything....and Iam very much determined to win him over. I like him so much I don't wanna give him up easily,it's gonna be a hard fight but Iam willing to take that chance... I dunno but this sudden gush of feeling is really killing me...and I can't bear to loose,not this time http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=111 http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/110.html Sun, 24 Dec 2006 19:32:41 GMT This is were reality sets in I always dreaded this moment As true reasons unfolds, melancholy fills the air... For so long,Ive been longing but for endless occurences, I always end up like this... I wish I could just be insensitive, and not care at all, I have a lot to give but never given the oppurtunity to share... When will I ever learn??? Am getting older and lonelier But I know in time,I'll have to acceopt my true fate....in time... I guess the next thing I need to work on, is to accept things I cannot change.... http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=110 http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/109.html Thu, 21 Dec 2006 19:31:47 GMT Not that I want us to argue all the time but he's so good to be true. A true gentleman and very responsible. I hope he wouldnt change. I just wished that we can spend more time together. I miss him more everyday. I always want him to be around,but I am mature enough to know that there are more important things we need to attend to. Time is really not on our side,but the good thing about it, is whenever were together we make sure to enjoy each other ... looking forward to the days ahead... http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=109 http://jepay.blogdrive.com/archive/108.html Tue, 19 Dec 2006 19:26:45 GMT I dunno but Iam supposed to be happy but there is a gush of sadness at the same time. Ive waited for this for so long, but I don't wanna keep my hopes up. I know he deserve someone better than me. I know I can't live up to single unattached women. I just wanna be happy with someone,why does it have to be that complicated??? Why do I fear so much... Ive been hurting too long.... http://jepay.blogdrive.com/comments?id=108