Everythings a blur
Why does everythin has
to be complicated...
Ive been waiting for
a very long time to be with
the one...but just when
I thought Ive found him,why
someone I have loved for
so long comes back ...I know
he can only bring nuisance
but I love the feeling of adventure,
the sudden gush of excitement....
I know am not young anymore
to fool around,but just maybe for the last
time,I wanted to do it once more...

Just so tired..Honestly
I can no longer identify the truth
from lie.
With all the things Ive been thru
It just gets so tiring.
I dunno what to believe in.
Iam so tired of all the vicious cycles
that  kept goin on and on.
All I wanted was to believe in something...
I know in reality how it's gonna be hard
for me to really find someone who can love 
unconditionally, but somehow Ive never
loose hope...
I know it's unfair to him,but Iam too unsure
and it's driving me crazy why can't I just go with
the flow and die everytime it would'nt work

I can't guarantee you that it'll 
always be good times..
There will always be arguments,
problems,misunderstandings along
the way but Id rather be with you 
during this journey of a lifetime
Hope we can make it...

All of my life it seemed  
That something had been missing 
I didn't know what to do  
Days would pass me by  Each as lonely as the other  
Until I met you  
REFRAIN: You opened the door  And let the sunshine 
in  My life will never be the same again  
CHORUS: Now that I have you  
Everything just seems so right  
Now that I have you I'm alive  
You are the song that I'll be  
Singing my whole life through  
I'm living in a brighter world  
Now that I have you  Looking ahead I see  
The two of us together  
I'll never let you go  
You're so dear to me  
And it isn't any wonder  
Why I love you so  
REFRAIN: You opened the door 
And let the sunshine in  My life 
will never be the same again  
CHORUS: Now that I have you  
Everything just seems so right  
Now that I have you I'm alive  
You are the song that I'll be  
Singing my whole life through  
I'm living in a brighter world  
Now that I have you  
BRIDGE: I feel this love is real  
I see it in your eyes  
You take my hand and I understand  
You are mine  You are mine  
CHORUS: Now that I have you  
Everything just seems so right  
Now that I have you I'm alive  
You are the song that I'll be  
Singing my whole life through  
I'm living in a brighter world  
Now that I have you

Iam really awed with everything that has been
happening, such a whirlwind kind.
I know that we are in the awkward stage at
this time. I appreciate the effort u do
just to comfort  and assure me
but I really hope and pray that it'll
work it aint easy to have a long distance
relationship,but as you said, we'll
give it a try.
I hope our efforts will not be put in
vain

The year has ended and a promise
of a new one begins...
But Ive been this road so many
times. I really wanted him so bad.
but Iam too tired to fight...
Well I guess this is were it ends
But if you asked me too,
i just might change my mind and let
you in my life...just as the song goes...
How I would really try...if only
Well I won't be tired of waiting,as long
as you need me, I will always be there at
whatever cost...I will continue to show you
how truly am ... hope I would have the courage
to go thru everything

Never heard from him for 2 days
but Ive been thinkin a lot lately,
Ive realized a lot of things though he
may try to conceal it,but I have no
plans of giving up. As long as he
wanted to be with me,Id be willing
to accept everything....and Iam very
much determined to win him over.
I like him so much I don't wanna
give him up easily,it's gonna be a hard
fight but Iam willing to take that chance...
I dunno but this sudden gush of feeling
is really killing me...and I can't bear to
loose,not this time